When I started applying for jobs, I felt overwhelmed and uncertain. But I thank God that I was blessed with three job offers. The first was with a florist and the second was content creation. I initially accepted the florist position, feeling pressed for time. Weeks later, the other company got back to me and agreed to meet my expectations. Feeling thrilled, I turned down the first offer.

However, I then received an email from Calvary Church inviting me for an interview. I was conflicted because I had already committed to the initial offer and the church role was not the one I wanted to apply for. However, my Youth Leader, Andrew Yem reminded me of my desire to serve full-time and that reassurance gave me peace.

Since I’ve said yes, I’ve served joyfully for a year now. There are ups and downs, but I now live in truth - knowing I will never give up on my awesome God. I thank God for two amazing teammates, Cally Choo and David Ngeow who are great and patient teachers.

When I attended a conference, God reminded me of His plan to use me for His kingdom. Even when I felt unworthy, He reassured me, “I’m going to show you that you are capable.” At the conference, the speaker said, “Don’t be so caught up in the doing that you forget you are sons and daughters of God.” Later during the altar ministry, I hesitated but felt the Holy Spirit “push” me to pray for a young girl. Despite feeling unsure of what to say, the words flowed naturally as I prayed. I felt God’s presence strongly and she fell under the power of the Holy Spirit. It reminded me of who I am in Christ and how I can serve Him.

Trusting God can be terrifying, but when we take that step of faith, He holds our hand and never lets us drown. Looking back, I was Peter then, afraid to walk on water—and I still am Peter today. But I serve a God who will never let go of my hand. There is nothing more reassuring than that.

Chelsea Chin (left of the fish), me (behind the fish) and my youth leader, Andrew Yem